Friday, August 31, 2007

50 years of Independence...

...doesn't really mean much to me. Mainly because I don't really know what it was like to be ruled by the British. Sometimes it makes me wonder what it would be like if we are still ruled by the British. Probably won't have this much food around. Hahaha..anyway I spent Merdeka eve reading blogs on Malaysian politics n stuff on Nathaniel Tan's blog and Marina Mahathir's blog. There are so many things happening in our country and somehow the important ones escape attention. I've said this many times before that I hate poltics. Mainly because it's such a stupid thing. All people want nowadays are power and money. NOthing else matters anymore. And then we get all the so-called leaders who say dumb things, mainly because they're not-very-educated. Honestly. Seriously. We have the keris-waving leader, and the blogger-catching leaders to the if-you-don't-like-it-then-get-out-of-Malaysia leader. We wonder what's happening to the world when in our own country these leaders are a wonder in their own right. I'm pretty sure if you ask around most people would jump at the opportunity to migrate. It's not that our country sucks, its a beautiful country. But what pisses us off is the fact that we have terrible leaders. Not to say that the grass is super green on the other side, other countries have their issues too, but I think their leaders are not this dumb. The one thing that makes us special and makes us proud of ourselves is the fact that we are multi-racial. But somehow this is now our dividing factor. Everything now boils down to your race, and even more, religion. Nobody is safe anymore. The constitution has been twisted, leaders are becoming more religious (not a bad thing if they weren't so hardcore freaky creepy everyone-must-wear-tudung kind of people).

But then again, maybe we get lousy leaders because the people who actually should be leaders stay away from politics because well, basically, politics suck. Even if you start off with good intentions you end up sucked into the political vortex and before you even realize it, you're in too deep.

If only leaders would do what they're supposed to do. Like increase growth, development and so on. I guess their life is so boring that they have to go into corruption, or make the longest satay or biggest mooncake or something like that.

Not many people do things to make others happy anymore. Most do what they do because of what they get out of it, which is not wrong, but is it really satisfactory?

I can only hope someday I can do something to change the things around me, if not the world.

Oh my, I've been ranting again.

Happy Merdeka people!
50 years, don't play play!

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Le Festin (From Ratatouille)

Lyrics to Le Festin, sung by Camille

Les rêves des amoureux sont comme le bon vin
Ils donnent de la joie ou bien du chagrin
Affaibli par la faim je suis malheureux
Volant en chemin tout ce que je peux
Car rien n’est gratuit dans la vie.

L'espoir est un plat bien trop vite consommé
À sauter les repas je suis habitué
Un voleur, solitaire, est triste à nourrir (this is a pun off of 'triste à mourrir' and 'nourrir'; see here)
À nous, je suis amer, je veux réussir
Car rien n’est gratuit dans la vie.

Jamais on ne me dira que la course aux étoiles, ça n’est pas pour moi
Laissez-moi vous émerveiller, prendre mon envol
Nous allons enfin nous réga . . . ler

La fête va enfin commencer
Et sortez les bouteilles, finis les ennuis
Je dresse la table, demain nouvelle vie
Je suis heureux à l'idée de ce nouveau destin
Une vie à me cacher, et puis libre enfin
Le festin est sur mon chemin
Une vie à me cacher et puis libre enfin
Le festin est sur mon chemin. . . .



The Feast (translation of Le Festin)

The dreams of lovers are like good wine
They give joy or even sorrow
Weakened by hunger, I am unhappy
Stealing on my way everything I can
Because nothing in life is free.

Hope is a dish too soon finished
I am accustomed to skipping meals
A thief alone and hungry is sad enough to die (This isn't a direct translation at all, but it's the best way I could think of to explain the pun)
As for us, I am bitter, I want to succeed
Because nothing in life is free.

Never will they tell me that I cannot shoot for the stars;
Let me fill you with wonder, let me take flight
We will finally fea . . . st.

The party will finally start
And bring out the bottles, the troubles are over
I'm setting the table; tomorrow is a new life
I am happy at the idea of this new destiny
A life spent in hiding, and now I'm finally free
The feast is on my path
A life spent in hiding, and now I'm finally free
The feast is on my path. . . .

I love Frenchhhhhhhhhhhh =)

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Need to do my work

I need to do some work. Got quite a few assignments and gotta research on a project, but I haven't really dug into it yet. Did a little info digging but haven't really started on the sketches. Somehow when you're at home work doesn't make sense. Hahahahaha. Anyway I really needed this break. Been so stressed doin all kinds of crap I was beginning to feel lifeless. After coming home, everything else goes away, and I get to read, play the piano (which I suck at) and sleep as long as I want (yeah i know that's not good :P)

Been having a good rest, feeling energized already and looking forward to Penang this weekend! =)

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Perspective

Oh my, it has been over a month since I blogged!! hmmm...been really busy...lotsa assigments n tests n stuff to do! I'm so glad the mid sem break is here!!! =)

Just arrived home at around 5pm, then had to do lotsa cleaning cause the floor was so dusty! Parents were in KL so I was home alone for a few hours. went back with WZ to Sitiawan first yesterday then followed my sis home today. She n her friends came to lepak in Ipoh. HAhaha..since Sitiawan no entertainment. :P

Anyway the title of today's post is perspective because it has been a long time since I drove past small towns and so on. Usually its just highway after highway, and then I reach Ipoh. Last time I had to go through Bidor and Teluk Intan and so on. So it has been quite a while since I looked at old buildings in small towns and spacious paddy fields. It made me think. I'm so used to the hustle n bustle of KL, what would happen if I got a job in a really small town? Hmmmm....I'd probably be bored to death. Hahahaha. Even though I'm a boring person (sometimes lazy to go out, antisocial,not very exciting) I think I would be travelling alot. Out of that town. HAhahahahaha. Anyway, its always good to look at things from a different perspective. Gives you ideas that you never thought you'd think of. So, keep thinking!